A week more to your birthday, "a special day", you used to say.

I suddenly remember the card you gave to me on my 15th which made me tear. Haha. That was one of the many sweet cards/letters you wrote to me. Oh I remember I gave you an 8pages card for one of your birthdays, but you accidentally misplaced it and I was so upset I kept bringing it up to make you feel guilty, hahaha. Put alot of effort into that card, and our 1st year anniversary card too, which made you tear before you sat for your O level paper.

And there was that black book which I used to write into whenever I missed you or I was unhappy about something silly. Refused to let you see it until months later and you were tearing and smiling while reading everything that I wrote into that book.

Oh! And the tissue paper too, the most last minute and least effort put in "card". So many many cards and letters we wrote to each other. One of the best and cutest was the one you made for me on Valentines' 2009. It was the best Valentines ever.

The day you got your O level results I cried and you were really disappointed with yourself. You wanted me by your side and so I rushed to your place after school despite having to go for tuition and I just felt so helpless but I was happy that you were happy I was there with you.

One time we stayed back after school and you came to me asking which animal asked the most whys and you said pig and I asked why without thinking and you burst out laughing.. Hahaha. So cute.

And those afternoons when you sacrificed your time just to accompany me during cca to paint the walls outside art room though you had your dnt to rush. Not just those times.. You sacrificed so much time in the world just for me, just for us. Even if it meant travelling long distances just to see me for a few minutes, you would do it. I miss how we would talk on the phone every night unless we really couldn't. We talked about how our day went, talked about stuff, I would gossip so much I wonder how you could even bear to listen to me bitching away, we talked about the future, about our future together. And those sad times when I made you unhappy you made me unhappy both of us were unhappy but we couldn't stay unhappy at each other for long.

I loved how the sight of you or the sound of your voice would cheer me up immediately whenever I was feeling down due to school or friendship problems. I loved how you would surprise me once in a while.

I miss the happy times we spent at home watching movies, talking about anything, just lazing around, and spending time together. It was simple bliss. And the very last time you called me yours, I loved the sound of it so much. I didn't know it would be the last time you'll ever have our names said together.

Also for the 2 years we were together, I'll always remember those times when you would remind me of how much you love me and you wouldn't ever leave me. Ever.